well...didn't see that coming.

Well learned some interesting things. It gave me what I needed to move on though.  So break throughs are nice. I'm chillin with an old best friend a lot lately. I love him like a brother!! School is good. Dance is good. The musical is good. Social life is good. Dating life is pretty good. My inspiration for writing has improve drastically.

Something feels missing.

Location?

Faith?

Romance?

Sense of purpose?

Confidence?

I'm changing. I like it and I don't. Its like you walk into Gucci....put on their most expressive dress and it looks great on you...too bad the only place you'll wear it is in the dressing room. My life feels like that a lot. I could do really cool things but I always seem to have obstacles and restrictions. I'm not sure why I just compared my life to shopping. It makes sense to me though. There are obstacles I need to overcome to make myself the best that I can be. I think when I finally pull out of the past.

Hell...buy the shoes too.